Isaac the great

So the other day my son turned two. Is it strange that seeing my little baby become a little boy makes me sad? In so many ways it seems as if he has always been a part of my life, like I have always been a mother. I forget that I had a life before and I wish I could forget who I was before my son. It's amazing how he could change me so much change my life completely. All of the good that I have become I owe to the Lord for giving me my little boy. I feel blessed that God trusted me with this little person. It shocks me how much of myself and my husband I see in our son. He is stubborn, persistent, and funny. He is the most beautiful thing I have ever laid eyes on or will every lay eyes on. I only hope I can be the mother he deserves that I never let him down and that I am not ever selfish. I pray I never forget to always think of him first and think of the impact my decisions will make on him. I know what not to do as a parent I have good examples of that and I just need to trust my instincts on what to do. I know for sure I love my son with everything and I am so so grateful that he is in my life.