my love affair

I have to admit I have had an affair I am in love with food network. I love the shows I love the foods that I couldn't afford to make. I love learning about cheese and wine and different ways to cook food. I love how amazing the kitchens are and how they make everything look so much easier than it actually is. They are so calm talking to you in a soothing voice telling you to stir egg whites into a mixture without deflating them it no easy feat might I add. Never once are they running around the kitchen like a chicken with their heads cut off. And they are cooking more than one dish at once most of the time. However this is not how it looks when I am cooking though I am a good cook. I am always running back and forth in my kitchen, forgetting where I put the chopped bell peppers, and then realizing my water isn't boiling because I didn't turn on the stove. So yes I am frazzled in the kitchen to say the least but the food tastes good. I always wonder though if it tastes like when bobby flay or tyler florence make it. I am also always wanting these cute containers and fancy contraptions that they have in their kitchen. But I have no where to put them I am out of counter space and my cabinets are full of the odd contraptions I already have. I really love to cook and should do it more often. Well I cook often but I like cooking where everything is from scratch. It just makes me feel accomplished. That is all for today I am going to watch more food network!